Is not his efforts to find a position ___

I wanted to take the time to do? ?
Honestly . . . When lovelorn course will cry, sleep , drink, trance and kept in the room . . .
Cry tired sleepy , do not sleep nothing can be done , and have no place to go. .
So lovelorn people love to sleep . . Asleep, you can temporarily do not want him . .
I did not sleep much , sleeping only escape , and when I open my eyes to think of him . .
This time had to turn over in bed , keep the change position . .
Holding hands or a pillow to be overshadowed head stolen . . Is not his efforts to find a position . . .